What Is My Essence?

I love the daytime;
When it is raining

"Sleep comes like a drug"
Because of fatigue or boredom;
When it is raining

The lightening strikes
The thunder cracks;
When it is raining

I look out the window
I look for something;
When it is raining

I see God's tears
I hear God's screams;
When it is raining

I see rebirth and forgiveness
I see the winter coming to an end;
When it is raining

I see myself
I see the glory involved in living;
When it is raining

The rain stops
And I am still here