Saturday, May 06, 2006

"You Gotta Make A Decision. You Leave Tonight Or Live And Die This Way."*

Last night I convinced myself this summer would be great. I would make it great, the summer of WB.

This morning I knew the summer will not be great.

I am still young, dumb, and full of cum. I still have no idea of what I am doing. I cannot find the courage to pass a test. I cannot find the courage to quit playing children's games. I cannot find the courage to make a decision.

But when you are old past summers always seem great. Time has a way of erasing the bad and highlighting the good. If this manipulation is good, bad, or meaningless, I do not know. But when I am 35 and have to really work, this summer will be great.

For some strange reason I take solace in this fact.


*From Tracy Chapman's "Fast Car"

1 comment:

Wannabe Bastiat said...

My realization was I could have done fine if I wanted to.

My father talks about "want to" separating men from boys.

I don't want to.